Hello, From Behind

Last year, while I was writing a two-sentence horror story for every day of the month in October, I put to publication one particular experience that I denoted as being completely NOT a work of fiction.  It was the closest to an actual paranormal experience as I’ve ever had in my admittedly dull and at  times dreary life, and it’s something I’ve never forgotten.  I wanted to expand on that experience a little, and tell it in a narrative fashion that allows me more detail than the quickie I wrote a year ago.

I had been home from college for the summer, and between school years worked a job as a host at a family restaurant.  This establishment typically never closed, which meant I often ended up working the night shift.  Being a natural night-owl, I had no problem with this, and often ended up working from 9 or 10 in the evening until 4 or 5 in the morning.

I had just gotten off my shift one night, at about 4 a.m.  I did my typical check of the back seats of the car before getting in–not that the parking lot wasn’t well lit enough, but I’d read enough scary stories books about assailants hiding in people’s back seats that I figured it wasn’t a bad idea to check, just in case.  I think by that point I’d also seen the movie Child’s Play, and I seem to remember Chuckie murdering one of his victims by stowing away in the back seat of his car and stabbing him through the chair.

So, yeah.  No big deal.

I start the car, and pull out of the parking lot and onto the highway.  The restaurant I worked at was nearly at the intersection of two busy state highways, so I usually got on one to turn onto the other.  It’s a fairly simple, but large turn, as there are a lot of lanes on both roads.

It was as I was making this big turn that I heard a clear, friendly baritone voice speak, its two words sending ice down my stomach.

“What’s up?”

As the fear shot immediately through me, I flicked my eyes towards my rear view mirror, searching frantically for the source of the utterance.  Otherwise, I didn’t move a muscle, aside from what I needed to do to complete the turn.  When I saw no one there, I had a brief, panicked thought: was Chuckie about to stab me through the driver’s seat?  Was there someone so small in the back seat of my car that I had missed them when I checked?

All of this occurred in the flash of an instant.  As I completed the turn onto the next highway, I found the only reply I felt I could make in this situation, and turned in what I hoped was a casual motion and responded, “Not much, how are–”

That was all I got out before I was able to get a firsthand view of my back seat.  No one was there.  There was also no small person or thing hugging the back of my seat, either.  I was alone, and as best I could tell, I was safe.

I finished the drive home without incident, but I didn’t end up going to sleep until much later in the morning.

I am not, to my knowledge, given to hallucinations of any kind.  It might be easy to say that I was just tired, and that my senses were shot, but I’m both a natural night person and was used to doing my duties at the restaurant.  I didn’t have the radio on before the encounter, so it couldn’t have been that either.

The only explanation I have, that makes any  sense to me, is that I got a very, very brief visit from a ghost on the highway, who either vanished before I could get a look at him, or who just spoke briefly to me that one time, as if in passing.

October Is Upon Us

In a few hours October will come, promising a month of chills, scares, and shorter days.  It’s a time when things really seem to relax for me, and as my favorite festive holiday comes on the final day of the month, my brain turns inevitably to horror.  Scary stories, scary movies, and scary video games, as well as what creations I can contribute in that vein.

Last year, I managed to write a two-sentence horror story every day of the month, and while I feel that was pretty successful, it’s an activity I don’t feel inclined to repeat this year.  I still want to write, and I want to do something in the scary stories department, so I think I’m going to try something a little different.

Lately, I’ve been pondering my own “creepy clown in the woods” story.  Yes, no doubt due to the influence of It, but also because clowns have always fascinated and frightened me.  This year, I think I may dedicate October to this story, and I have a number of exercises I’d like to try out as I develop it, first into a one-page story, and hopefully into a more fully realized short story.

Since I’m not exactly sure which exercises I’ll be doing, or when, I don’t have a real schedule to share with you.  But you can bet I’ll be covering the basics: the title, the characters, the plot and setting.  Hopefully by the month’s end I’ll have the full short story finished, and can share it with those of you who would like to read it.

I’ll post updates as able.  Until then, enjoy the month of October 2017.  I certainly plan to.

NaNoWriMo and Pushing Through

This post will serve as something of a writing update, since I may not engage in them on more than a monthly basis for a while.  But NaNoWriMo holds a special place in my heart, and I wanted to talk about it before I plunge headlong into it in a few hours.

I’m happy that I managed to finish off my October project and write a two-sentence horror story for every day of the month.  I’ve been pleased and humbled to watch my views, visits, and likes increase as I put out content on a daily, consistent basis.  If you’re ever in the mood for a month’s worth of tiny bites of creepy content, I’m proud to stand by this collection as a flawed, fun set of unsettling goodness.

I’ve mostly managed to keep the 500 words per day writing goal intact, though I will admit there have been a few days where that simply hasn’t happened.  With November upon me, I should have no problem (I’d better not, at any rate) keeping this goal met.  I also intend to keep writing for other sites as well, so while there may not be as many posts from me on this blog this month, there should be plenty of content on my Facebook page for anyone who cares to follow along.

Now, on to NaNoWriMo.

nanowrimoI’ve participated in National Novel Writing Month three times in the last few years.  I’ve succeeded at it once, and I say this with no shame whatsoever.  Even when I’ve failed, I’ve at least tried to write a novel, and I’ve managed to create content whenever I otherwise might not have done so.  It’s a worthwhile, noble endeavor to undertake, and when you hit that 50,000 word threshold, it feels like you’ve won a mighty victory.  You have written a novel’s worth of words, after all.

In the past few days, I’ve seen a number of friends in my online social circles talking about NaNoWriMo, often with trepidation and apprehension.  Some have been downright pessimistic, saying something along the lines of, “I might try this, but I really just think I’ll flake/putter out/fail in some other fashion.”  I’d like to address this phenomenon directly.

It’s fine to feel apprehensive about trying to write a 50,000 word novel in just 30 days.  Doing so is a gargantuan task, and the fact that you’re pouring all that focus, energy, and concentration on one large work or project is intimidating as hell.  But one of the worst things you can do is set yourself up to fail.

Say this with me: self-deprecation is not okay for NaNoWriMo.

41The year that I succeeded in doing so, it took every bit of will, discipline, and determination I had.  I gave up video games that month, foregoing my X-Box so I could get my 1700 words per day written.  I was less available for friends, socializing, and often even family (except Thanksgiving.  I’m not completely dense).  Even in the home stretch, I wondered how I could possibly complete this task before my mental fortitude gave out.

I did not–could not–allow myself to contemplate the possibility of failure, even for humorous purposes.  Whenever that particular demon reared its head, I bore down and kept writing.  Even if it sucked.  Even if it was just to put words to paper and increase my word count.  I would see how other writers were doing.  I would look for support.  And I always got it.  And I kept writing.

And eventually I climbed the 50,000 word mountain.

I’m not exactly thrilled with my victory novel from that year.  My novel from that year may have hit 50,000 words, but its story wasn’t finished.  It was glaringly weak in places.  And, I’m somewhat ashamed to admit, it hasn’t receive much work since then.  But dammit, I proved I could get that amount of words written.  I could write a novel’s worth of words.  And as Captain Malcolm Reynolds, “That ain’t nothing.”  And I intend to build upon that.

dont-give-upMy biggest piece of advice for NaNoWriMo participants is to do the opposite of what I’ve recently seen.  Tell yourself you can do this, just for one month.  Join a write-in and get to know other participants.  Seek support from other writers.  Don’t allow any of your doubts to get a foothold this month.  Banish them.  I know how devastating they can be, and how easy and soothing they can make the temptation to quit, or even slack for a day or six.

Push through.  Write all month.  It’s just for this month.

I will do it this year.  And so can you.

Two-Sentence Horror Story #25

hqdefault1I heard the distinct sound of footsteps outside my bedroom door, even though I should have been home alone, but I was too scared to open the door.  When my parents got home, they asked why the porcelain doll from the fireplace was sitting in the hallway, backed against my door.

 

*This is yet another story based upon a creepy encounter told to me by another person.